i will be flying back tomorrow..

so there goes my four-month summer holiday in malaysia..it was filled with everything good and now i have to move on and continue with my studies..but trust me..i love the feelings to start a holiday more..compared to starting schooling again..huhu..

my laptop according to bi is now fixed and that i have nothing to worry about now..i’m set to fly off now..

and i’ve just got myself a second handphone so that i can keep my maxis number eventhough i’m away in wellington..so for my friends..you can still text me in wellington using my maxis number for the same rate..but i might not be able to reply as i’m paying for the roaming cost..but i will try my best to reply your text messages.. ūüėČ

and the luggage..i’m done packing almost 75% now..so by early next morning..i’m set to fly off..i’m flying with air asia to bangkok, then i’ll be taking british airways to sydney, then continue with qantas international to wellington..pray for my safe journey ya..amin~



i’ve been sick these past few days..

it started on the night after i went out to senawang with my family for sate kajang..my stomach felt like it was filled with big bubbles inside..and gassy..and i was so uncomfortable that it woke me up in the middle of my sleep..i had an unpleasant abdominal pain too..the next morning after breakfast, everything was flushed out from my body and there i go..i had diarrhea..and for the rest of the day..i felt so weak..

i was kinda used to getting food poisoning because i love to go out and try and new good food but my body resistance ability is not as good as let say, my brother..just give him anything..he wouldn’t be affected..

i was planning to see the doctor that day for two reasons..first i want the doctor to remove the hardened skin underneath my toe and to get remedies for the unpleasant food poisoning as i started to experience nausea on that day..but however..none of the doctors in this area can do the removal..

so the next day..i went out with acheng, begum, rashid and wanted..after having some light lunch because i can’t afford to stuff a lot of food inside, bi accompanied me to the nearest skin specialist clinic and i got the skin removed before it gets any worse..and as usual..i was given oral rehidration salt which i refused to consume as i’m afraid it will affect my bowel because i have that experience~!but i took the other ubat pembunuh bacteria agaknya that was given to me by the doctor..

and i started to recover yesterday but i was foolish enough to still eat out with my brother..we went to secret recipe and i ordered the original cornish thinking that hot food will further affect my stomach but i was wrong..it was the water~!! i asked for plain water because i was trying to eat healthily but i gained the reversed result as the water was just filtered..and not properly boiled..so it happened again last night..my stomach upsetted again..but thank God there was no diarrhea..

here’s a link if you want check out more about food poisoning..but this is just the symtomps..



the icons..

before i write what i really mean with the title i put up there, i want to write about something that i should call a ‘tragedy’ at the post office..i wanted to post a parcel containing my jacket and some instant noodles to my house in wellington because my bag¬†was already filled with foods..so when i finished sealing the box, i immediately went to the post office..and as i opened the door at the post office, i was so surprised because i had never imagined that the post office would be that crowded..

so i took my turn..waited patiently..and grumping inside..haha..i wonder why couldn’t they open more counters..?obviously post office would always be busy so there should have been more than three OPENED counters..


hu~how i wish more malaysians especially the youths who has just graduated and still waiting for a good job offer to work temporarily at the post office so people don’t complaint so much anymore when they have to deal with the govenment organisations..at least you’ll get paid compared to just sitting at home and remain jobless for nearly six months..come on people..you can’t be so fussy all the time..


and dear the other customers..why you choose to pay the water bill at the post office while you can pay the bill at the JBA just across the road..?and pay the electrical bill just a mile away from the post office..?owh please..and you can always bank in your money and at the banks..yes banks..just a few footsteps away..for the sake of making their job done at one place..the real customers have to suffer..sob sob..

cry me a river

and about the tittle..i just found out that i can insert animation in my entry..so haha..i’m having fun exploring it..

bart on deck


my first tag question..from mang

1.What is the relationship of you and him/her?

who is him and whos is her..?i have plenty of him/her..haha..ok2..no more denials..i hate the word couple but he is my special boyfriend.. ūüôā

2.Your 5 impression towards him/her?




4-family man

5-i need more slots for this questions..kne la bodek lbh sket..mn bleh sket2 je..

3.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?

travel all the way from his place to my place for every chance and time he has..*we don’t have that chance and time often..he might have the time but he has no chance to come & vice versa*

4.The most memorable thing he/she said for you?

nah~the answer to this question will remain as my best kept secret

5.If she/he become your lover, you will..

well i bet the maker of this question really knows what ‘lover’ means..well i know what that word really means..but i don’t really like that word so let me replace it with husband..so what if..?em..i’ll be very grateful..

6.If she/he become your enemy, you will.. 

take things easy..slow down and try to be friends again..but if i can’t, i’ll leave it to Him..if He planned for me that way, i have no will go against Him..

7.If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on..

i’ll get back to this questions once i’ve sompleted the list..haha..

8.If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..

not is..probably are..

9.The most desirable things to do on him/her?

*yawn*~~the questions have made me sleepy..

10.The overall impression on him/her?

he’s a good gentleman

11.How do you think the people around you will feel about u? 

comfortable ūüôā

12.The character of you for yourself is?

I don’t really understand the question..but my characteristics..?i’m fussy about cleanliness and hygiene, love good food, easy going and active..

13.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? 

klam kabut..and tak punctual..

14.The most person that you want to be is?

let me think of one..

15.For the people who cares about you and likes you, say something about them..

thank you.. ūüôā

16.Five people to tag?





Ariff Shah


my grandma’s favourite pet..

it was 2 days ago that i saw my mother coming back from the nearby shop with a hand full of weird cereals..people says curiosity kills the cat, but since i’m not a cat, i need to find answer for my question of-what¬†were those things..?i looked at the cereal and i could tell from the labels that there’s soy bean in one plastic bag, habbatus sauda’ powder in one bag, and ground dedak in one bag..

so i wonder why mother¬†was buying more because the similar stocks of cereal for the chickens and the ducks¬†were still available..and why¬†was mom buying in smaller amount..?and most importantly, the mature chickens and ducks don’t eat those well-ground cereal..so, who wanted to eat all¬†those..?

so i got my answer yesterday..i was mopping in the house when i saw grandma coming from the stairs outside, heading to the veranda while holding a basin with a cover..i heard a tiny chirp coming from that basin..but i just could not care less..and i continued cleaning the house..

but suddenly grandma came out from the kitchen bringing with her all the cereals..and with 3 empty bowl..she started to put the cereals in the bowls and put the bowls in the basin..

the angsa

the funny part was, while she was dividing the cereal in the bowl and making sure that she made the finest blend of cereal for that little creature in the basin, i heard the geese were making a lot of noise from their shed i might say..is there a word for reban in english..?just take shed as reban..=p ok so the three geese were making a lot of noise because grandma actually kidnapped their newly hatched baby..

while trying to feed the baby goose..grandma said something like this (hoping the geese in the shed would listen to her), “why are you making so much noise..i’m taking your baby because you cannot take good care of your baby..you will end up strolling around and forget that you have a baby..and there’s another unhatched egg..so you need to incubate the egg..hey you little goose..tell your parents that you are safe here” ¬†while giving the goose some salads too..yes..the goose is vegetarian..the soy bean was cleanly washed, boiled and scrambled before it was given to the goose..

hahaha..i wonder why grandma took very good care of that goose..then mom told me it’s because the geese had never been producing any eggs for like 5 years so when it does, grandma wants to make sure the eggs eventually turn into healthy goose..what ever grandma..as long as you are happy..my grandma even wash the basin once daily to make sure the goose will not be contaminated..there it goes-my grandma’s favourite pet..haha..



spoiling vs pampering..

any word synonymous to pamper..?
any word synonymous to pamper..?

i think everyone who knows me, will know very well that i love to pamper myself..be it with foods..or just some very light entertainment..and as a matter of fact, i like to keep my place clean, so i can lean and relax (which means pampering too!) in a hygenic environment..

i’d still go out for sushi with kak long at california sushi eventhough that was the time when everyone’s (yes, including me) waiting so desperately for the allowance to be banked in..i’d still go out for bubble tea with dely, fana, ain or nida eventhough my assignment is due just the next day..i’d still go out and watch movie with sha eventhough i’ve just watched a movie the day before..and i’d still go to mughlai curry corner for a plate of delicious chicken briyani with dely eventhough i’m still not hungry..and i love browsing around the sunday market and new world metro just to see the business going on in that market..i love shopping for fresh vegetables and fruits..especially when i can get them for cheap..

and i don’t mind spending my weekends at home doing the cleanings around the house and at the end of the day, i get to enjoy my cookings with my friends and everyone is free to sit around just anywhere because the place is cleaned..=) i call the satisfaction for seeing the clean environment as a therapy..

em..but i don’t spoil myself as much..because i shop for clothes only when i need to buy them..and i don’t really buy expensive clothing lines..as i buy only what i can afford to buy..but how do i define spoiling..?only by buying expensive clothes and having a regular shopping habbit..?so what is the difference between shopping for foods regularly and shopping for clothes..?is there any discerning line separating one from another..?well i don’t think so either..

so now am i both pampering and spoiling myself..?may be when i started to visit a spa then only i can distinguish between pampering and spoiling myself..huhu..em..let me do the thinking first..

i'm exercising..can't you see..?
i'm exercising..can't you see..?



i wish i own the post office..

i already bought some cooking pastes and powders to be brought to wellington..so i wont miss mom’s cooking as much..and now that i have a box full of foods and weigh nearly 15kg, i wonder how much would it cost me to ship it to new zealand..

so i browsed the net and checked the website for pos malaysia..i keyed in the country that i wanted the foods to be sent to, and their weight..and the pricing were: if i were to send it using land transportation (ship..why land..?) it would cost me around myr 82.00..but if i were to fly the box, it would cost me myr 430.00..please..i just want to pamper myself with my hometown cookings..so why should it be that expensive..?

can't you see my darlings waiting to fly..?
can't you see my darlings are waiting to fly..?

so now i think i might need to divide those foods into two..i will bring half of them with me on the flight..and another half will be posted..i hope this will help..


i had a bad day..

haha..yes, men should have uterus too
haha..yes, men should have uterus too

this entry might not be a pleasant read to the gentlemen but trust me, it’s beneficial in understanding the opposite gender..so spare some time to read this gentlemen..and for the ladies too..sometimes we just could not figure out what’s going on or what’s wrong with our anatomy..(p/s: usop or pendi, aku nk ckp psl menstrual cramp, btol ke aku gne anatomy dlm ayat aku..?sile reply dgn pantas..)

well i got this idea of writing about menstrual pain because i experience it almost everytime i have my menstrual period, including today..and trust me, it’s never a pleasant experience..

so i googled about this unpleasant ‘unwellness’ just to keep me busy so i don’t focus so much on the pain, and here’s what i found..


scientifically, what i’m experiencing is called ‘Dysmenorrhea’ or menstrual cramp..menstrual cramps are pains in the abdominal (belly) and pelvic areas that are experienced by a woman as a result of her menstrual period…menstrual cramps can range from mild to quite severe..mild menstrual cramps may be barely noticeable and of short duration, sometimes felt just as a sense of light heaviness in the belly..severe menstrual cramps can be so painful that they interfere with a woman’s regular activities for several days..

and i agree with the last sentence above..menstrual cramp has always been the reason for my absentees in classes and disabilities in going through the day hassle-free..there’s one time when i was in literature class, i was so annoyed and restless with the cramp, and¬†thought that¬†i wanted to skip my tutorial just after the class..to even swing my mood swing at that moment, i realised that i’d used all the exeptions to¬†tutorials (we were allowed to skip 3 tutorials without being penalised)..meaning, i need to attend the tutorials by any how..or if i skip, i’ll be penalised..but i was determined at that time and didn’t bother about having my result degraded by one grade..


so i went on..looking for the reasons why am i experiencing this..and this is what i found..so much like reading back my biology text book..the explanation is long..(p/s: usop and pendi, bleh x aku buang je explanation yg 1st paragraph kt bwh ni..?kne ke tules lengkap2 cm jwb exam..?)

Each month, the inner lining of the uterus (the endometrium) builds up in preparation for a possible pregnancy. After ovulation, if the egg is not fertilized by a sperm, no pregnancy will result and the current lining of the uterus is no longer needed. The woman’s estrogen and progesterone hormone levels decline, and the lining of the uterus becomes swollen and dies. It is then shed and will be replaced by a new lining in the next monthly cycle.

When the old uterine lining begins to break down, molecular compounds called prostaglandins are released. These compounds cause the muscles of the uterus to contract. When the uterine muscles contract, they constrict the blood supply (vasoconstriction) to the endometrium. This contraction blocks the delivery of oxygen to the tissue of the endometrium which, in turn, breaks down and dies. After the death of this tissue, the uterine contractions literally squeeze the old endometrial tissue through the cervix and out of the body by way of the vagina. Other substances known as leukotrienes, which are chemicals that play a role in the inflammatory response, are also elevated at this time and may be related to the development of menstrual cramps.

also, here’s the circumstances that may make a woman more likely to experience menstrual cramps:

  • She started her first period at an early age (younger than 11 years).
  • Her menstrual periods last 5 days or longer.
  • She is overweight or obese.
  • She smokes cigarettes or uses alcohol.
  • She has never been pregnant.
  • She lacks exercise.

the last one..bi..don’t you think that is so true to me..?haha..but you are forbidden to say yes for that..la la la..neway, since i have no idea on how to control leukotrienes (so i might reduce the pain if i can control it), i think i need to exercise more..hu~at least i know that menstrual cramp is not something harmful to my question of ‘what’s wrong with me..?’eventhough it can be harmful..but i chose to not to think about it..ignorance is bliss..

and now more things cloud up in my mind..about PMS..about pampering vs spoiling..everything is related to period..but no..i wont write about these..not now..


can i google answers to my problem..?

i went to accompany yot to do her application for special case study leave in uitm shah alam..she made the application because she wants to take care of her sick father and helps her sister runs the petrol stations..

ok i went there with her, and expected to meet begum and lea..unfortunately, they were busy with their classes and they’ve also been near to broke..so with their condition, we can’t afford to even hang out for dinner..wuwu..don’t put the blame on me for not sponsoring them..because i almost run out of cash myself..wuwu..

but we met chi2 anyway..she came with her boyfriend and we spent sometime together..=) we had a good laugh together..

but i can’t be happy all the time..i’m still a very tiny servant to my Creator..i’ve several problems to worry about and to add the misseries, my laptop is driving me crazy..and i’ll have to go back in 3 weeks time..i don’t feel like writing..but thank you to bi..he’s willing to help with my laptop..

but one thing i do realise..i think i’m growing up..because i’ve been thinking about the problems in my family institution..and i can see now that my friends are all thinking about their family’s problem too..we are now a part of the family members who do the thinking to figure out what ways can be taken to help solve the test from the Almighty..