1st week journal..

1st day at school.

School will be open at 8.50am but we arrived around 7.40am..ok I’m exaggerating..we arrived early that morning because we needed to attend the staff meeting at 8.15 am..we were first, being introduced to all of the teachers in that school..we were greeted by the principal when we arrived and they invited us to help ourselves for morning tea..hu~penat jugak la nk explain kami ni tgh berpuasa di bulan ramadhan sbnrny ckgu..so xpe la, time kasih byk2..after getting introduced to all of the staffs, we were briefed about the school activities for this week..and as my associate teacher had emailed me before, the school was expecting a busy time this week..they planned to put up a pet day on Wednesday, science fair on Thursday, career and daffodil day on Friday..and as for me, my associate teacher had planned to welcome me on a marae that Monday, and the next day, she needed to be away from school to bring the school’s netball team to the competition..

Before I got to get in the marae, I was asked to wait in the staff room so my associate teacher can get the students ready in the marae..while waiting in the staff room, I was approached by the library worker and a woodcraft teacher..we shared stories of their history..they were just so excited seeing new people around and they just wanted to get to talking so I entertained them..they were warm and so welcoming..

Then I was brought into the marae..two of the students welcomed us in and they greeted and sang a song for us..owh, yes..we needed to do hongi..with all of them..owh and the students were so curious and they asked a lot of questions~!!! From where we come from, to do we have any younger brother..to how old are we..they asked almost about everything..the religion, what we are wearing etc..so as a return for the song that they have sang for us, we sang ‘rasa sayang’ to them and the kids liked the song~!!! And owh, it was awful that I have to sing in public..hu~how I wish I was invisible..

Later that day, we were introduced in the school assembly..the principal was so enthusiastic about us and our country, that she googled almost everything about Malaysia for us to present during the assembly..she should’ve just let us do the presentation rather than making one for us and she didn’t even got all the facts correct..for example: malaysians mainly work in agricultural sector as farmers in paddy fields..omg..ckgu, tu mcm beberapa thn selepas kmerdekaan je..skrg ni dh lbh 50thn merdeka dh cikgu..ktorg pn dh membangun..dh ad industrialization sume..and beliau juge tlah mengannouncekn bahawa kami sedang berpuasa dibulan ramadhan..maka, xdpt la mkn lunch bsme2 anak2 murid yg dikasihi skelian eventhough period.

Owh, I taught the students the rasa sayang song in class..and the teacher was so enlightened that she wanted her students to memorise that song so they can present it during assembly next week..

That’s the highlights of my first day 🙂


peter is at the far right..
peter is at the far right..
joel, tiare, baylee, cinnessia and lanessa..
joel, tiare, baylee, cinnessia and lanessa..

2nd day at school

My associate teacher was away with the netball team for the netball competition..so che’s associate teacher suggested to me to do my observation in her class..i was so reluctant because I wanted a break and since my teacher was not around, I thought I can NOT be around either..haha..dream on yuyu..yes, so I went and did my observation in che’s class..che’s class was a total opposite from my class..and teacher was also a total opposite~! How do I say this..the teacher was so organized..and she tried so hard so that the students could follow all her plans in her lesson plan..she spent most of her time giving instructions and warning the students to remain silent..she sometimes screamed..yes it wasn’t easy controlling more than 30 students at one time..however, I have to say that she’s a good teacher because her students obeyed her..but I was turned off when che told me that her teacher actually labeled the students in my classroom as problematic..i know I was in that school for only two days and I won’t be there for long either (meaning I might not know the history of the students in that particular class) but what I was not blind or stupid to see that she was being prejudiced against the maori kids..gosh I was so sleepy in her class..che too..last2 ktorg borak2 je..kn che..? :p

We went to the staff room for morning tea break and there’s one thing that captured my attention..it’s the food they were eating..i might understand why kids eat potato chips and candies during break because their parents cannot afford to prepare them a good breakfast or lunch..but as a teacher, who knows the importance of healthy food, I wonder why they eat chocolate as their breakfast either..em..but there’s another thing that captured my eyes..the same teacher who was eating a pocketful of chocolates for his teabreak, he had his tengkuk pierced with two em..bullets I might say..they looked like bullet..and, his left arm was tattooed with ‘gun n roses’ roses..i’ve just cannot imagine the impression he’ll receive if he teaches in Malaysia..but he looked cool..hu~die aja PE..kacak.. :p owh..we went to pak n save on our way back..owh, I didn’t want to remember what happened to me after that..

p/s: thanx to mawi for helping me to park the car that night..

3rd day at school

The teacher was back to teach the kids..there was nothing much that I did because I needed to make a full observation of my teacher because I haven’t got any full observation taken from her yet..nothing much happened on that day partly because I could not be bothered to remember it because I was so worried that I have taken two car keys that belonged to the rental company..i’ve accidentally taken it from the owner’s table when I was making the payment for our rental car company..i didn’t remember why I was so nervous to pay the rental that made me forgot the car key was actually in the car and the rest of my friends were waiting for me inside the car with the engine running..!owh..because I was not sure whether or not the payment that was made into my account had cleared and if it has not cleared yet, I needed to use the owner’s internet to transfer some of my savings and he’ll be watching it..and yes, I had to..hu~and know what, I didn’t get to return the keys that evening either because we arrived late to wellington..so, pnat je nervous2 ready2kn tlinge nk kne bebel dgn pak cik rental tp xsmpat pn ngadap pak cik tu sbnrny..cis..tp..yg pntg..nervous besambung smpai the next day..adoi~~

Owh, there was pet day at school..the parents came to school at lunch time bringing the pets, and the students paraded their pets after lunch break..and as expected in western countries..well, not so western geographically..dogs were their best friends..but the dogs were cute and obedient..so I pretty much didn’t have any problem getting around the parade to see the lovely cats eventhough the dogs were everywhere..

They had science fair early that morning..so basically the students in my class were not in class most of the time..they went to the hall to see the exhibition..they stayed with their pets and enjoyed going out and about during the parade..

sesi memparade haiwan2 peliharaan..didahului oleh anjing..

that's the dog..i'm confused if it's a dog or a polar bear..
that's the dog..i'm confused if it's a dog or a polar bear..
this girl has a very beautiful pair of eyes~and a fluffy cat too..
this girl has a very beautiful pair of eyes~and a fluffy cat too..
meow chumil..
meow chumil..
kak, bukan yg kt blk i punye k..k.long, bkn kte punye k..thank you..
kak, bukan yg kt blk i punye k..k.long, bkn kte punye k..thank you..
besepah tpi jln je ayam ni kt msia.. =p
besepah tpi jln je ayam ni kt msia.. =p

4th day at school

It was a very fun day..well, because they were not in class most of the time, again 🙂 I made a short observation that morning but after morning tea break, my class and another class combined to practice kapahaka in the marae~! It’s something amazing to see the naughty kids suddenly tamed by the marae..i didn’t know why but they behaved so well in the marae..there’s only one teacher around to teach the girls with the ‘pois’ and Boiso to teach the boys kapahaka..i got them recorded and I’ll put up the video here 🙂 and, they didn’t look like any maori to me and I was impressed to see them using their language because they’ve been speaking English all this while and I didn’t understand why they’re grouped in a bilingual class..was it because they learned te reo maori in class..?only that..?i’ll find out about this later..

And just after lunch, they had PE and the teacher with the ‘gun n roses’ tattoo was teaching them PE! Wi~ :p and I didn’t know if I was influenced by the stereotype that says Maoris are good teamworker, but from the PE, I think I’m agreeing..they won the game because they cooperate..they didn’t have to plan for the strategies but they knew what their friends were capable of doing and they trusted each other..so they won..

Owh, there was a follow up activity for their guided reading activity this morning and while I was helping the teacher making dyes (colours for their traditional mat: a tapa), and I was sweeping the floor (because there were a lot of tiny pieces of papers on the floor) a boy came to me and said “let me do that for you miss” and I said “owh, thank you peter, but you have to listen to the instruction given by miss mereana” and he said “owh I did, I already knew what to do. It’s just I think you needed some help.” Ok so gave him the broom and he swept the floor..then he came to me again with his dye in her hand..he wasn’t really looking at me and he asked “miss are you really 22? Do you have a boyfriend? Are you getting married soon?” so I said, “owh, yes I’m 22 and I don’t have a boyfriend..yet..and I’m not getting married anytime soon..i’m still young peter, don’t you think?” and he replied “owh really..?i like you miss..i would want to be your boyfriend if I’m older..”nasib la ko bdk kecik wahai encik peter..dh la ko ni mcm kacak2..owh, dan nasib jugela aku ni masih tau membezakan keje dgn murid2..sabar ye encik peter..dah besa nnti crk girlfriend ye.. :p bdk2 zaman skrg~~isk isk..deep inside peter he was still a baby~! He drew naruto when the teacher asked them to copy the months and dates in te reo maori..he played playfully with the keyboard when the teacher asked him to play a song..he cheated the grade given to him when the teacher asked him what grade he got from technocraft class..

azalea..bronwyn..tokomaru during PE..
azalea..bronwyn..tokomaru during PE..
tane, annehera, tyrone, ruby, who's behind tiare..?and beside tiare..?
tane, annehera, tyrone, ruby, who's behind tiare..?and beside tiare..?
from che's class..
from che's class..
the gigantic kite..
the gigantic kite..

5th day at school

I had a teaching today~!!!it was a follow up activity from the guided reading activity..yesterday I assisted the teacher with the middle group, and today I had to take the lowest group and do the dyes with them..it wasn’t easy eventhough there were only 8-10 of them..i had to establish the rules first and set a few things up beforehand..however, I didn’t went as smooth as I expected it to be..my lesson plan was made for only 20 minutes but i had to carry it out for nearly two hours..the teacher said maximum was 40 minutes but the teacher had actually expected that to happen to me so she allowed me to take the kids for more than 40 minutes..that was the system that I like in new zealand’s schools..they were very flexible in their schedule and there were nothing to rush for because they were not exam oriented like Malaysia..the students should mix one of the mordants, one of the pigments and one of the binders together to produce one dye..but one or two of the kids mixed up everything just for the fun of it..and yes, tell me about it..they were very curious..that’s why they just could not be bothered to listen to me..so having seen teaching demonstration by Bill Rogers a few times before, i could see why screaming at kids would not make anything better..they needed to see or understand the reasons why they could or could not do something..so there was Jerome, a 10 year-old kid..he’s one of the youngest and the most playful kid among all..so when he had finished mixing all the mordants, binders and pigments together, I came to him and asked him “what did you have Jerome?” and he said “owh, I have a mixture of everything! See this. It’s black. I’ve got a black dye for the tapa mat.” However, it didn’t turn out to be a dye, because the mixture got separated where the heavier substances sat at the bottom of the glass and the lighter substances float on top of the mixture..so I said to him “now Jerome, do you think what you’ve made was a dye? Could it be used as a dye now?” and he said “owh, I don’t think so.” And I replied “so everyone else would have a dye to colour on their tapa on Monday. I’m afraid you would not have any dye to use to make the tapa.” And he said “Sorry miss. I should’ve not mixed everything else. I’ll stay back to make a new dye. Like you told us how.” 🙂 I didn’t have to scream did i..?

There was a small room inside the kitchen where my associate teacher kept all the Maori cultural items in it..and there was a career day today at school and the students needed to parade what they were dressing up like at the hall after morning tea break..so Joel dressed up like a pekerja tepi jalan..cmne nk ckp ni..yg tukang bgtau driver bile boleh jln kalo ade construction kt tepi jln..ha..construction worker..siap dgn helmet dgn torch light bagai..xde pn nk malu ke ape..Cinissea dressed up as a hair dresser with a hair dryer, scissors, robe and fancy hair clips..and Lanessa, Kerianne, Nick and Peter needed to dress up like a penghulu org2 maori raseny..so they wore the cultural outfit from the small room inside the kitchen..i didn’t bring my camera today so I didn’t take any of their pictures..i was busy making dyes anyway..so when peter had dressed up with the outfit, where he’s topless, wearing only the..adoi how do I describe it..shorts and kain berumbai yg mcm skirt tu..yg org2 asli selalu pakai tu..i’ll google for the picture..he came to me and said “miss, look at me..do you like it..?it’s beautiful aye..?do I look grown up..?” I was stunned..what should I reply then..?gosh..he barely had any clothes on..how could I agree it’s beautiful..?so I said “not bad peter, but I think u should go to the hall now..aren’t you freezing..?it’s cold..quickly peter..now..” hu~sape kate senang nk jd ckgu ni..?dh la penat drive ulang alik tiap2 ari..ha..kn dh start..dh xde kne mngena dh ni..

Earlier that morning when I was setting up the materials for the dyes, peter came into the kitchen giving me the charcoal..we ran out of charcoal because it had been used by the previous group..so suddenly I heard a hello from outside the kitchen..i thought it was my associate teacher coming to give me the charcoal but it was peter..my teacher said peter volunteered to get me the charcoal..em..takut x..?nah~he’s a baby..he’s really a kid..next week pn dh last week skolah..kjap je lg ngadap bdk2 tu..

Owh, there was a music class after lunch break and I got to play the flute~!!! Yay~!!! It’s been ages since I last played the real flute, not Chinese or classical or bamboo flute..the flute that I used to play back in school..the music teacher was so excited because he now had an accompaniment for his clarinet..we played my heart will go on, lean on me and knocking on heaven’s door..man I love it~!!! Rase mcm nk aja music je ok..klas music 2 jam tu mcm 2 minit je..i taught the kids to play they keyboard too..tak aja pn sbnrny..kat atas keyboard tu ade tulis notes..kt score derg pn ade tulis A B C sume..just help them with the beat sbnrny..nk aja music~!!! Xnk aja english~!!! Sgt tak pyh nk susah2 buat lesson plan tok nenek sume kalo aja music ok..wuwu..that’s all for today..owh, the kids will perform rasa sayang this monday during assembly 🙂

p/s: journal ade ms nk buat..linguistics dgn educ xsentuh pn lg..wuaaa~~!!!

nick and ruby..while preparing the dye..
nick and ruby..while preparing the dye..
aarana, nick, ruby, peter and blake..
aarana, nick, ruby, peter and blake..


it’s ramadhan again and this is my second ramadhan in wellington..i know it wouldn’t be as cheerful and joyful and ‘lively’ like last year but i’ll just try to make the best out of it..

a lot of things have happened since i last wrote in this blog..i was thinking of uploading the pictures from costume night but i hadn’t even gone to see wawa or dely to collect the pictures..i didn’t have the pictures because i didn’t use my camera that night..

there was another event after that talent and costume night, which was a multicultural festival held at the townhall..we practiced for nearly two months and the make up process took hours..but we performed for only 5 minutes or so..and sadly, there were only 3 or 4 lines of audience when we performed as our performance was brought forward by 10 or 15 minutes ahead of schedule..we tried to negotiate for another performance straight after joget since a lot of our friends didn’t get to see us, but we failed..yes it was frustrating..and it felt like all the practices were not worth anything and looked pointless at some point..but i took a few pictures..but i didn’t have pictures with zapin costumes..

just a day after the performance, my fellow TESOL friends and i have to start our teaching experience and trust me, i really don’t look forward for that because i don’t want to waste the spring break~!!! i have two assignments to be submitted after the break and after a few days of teaching experience, i just could not think of any suitable time to sit and do the assignments because har~working is so physically challenging..! i don’t know why i am this weak but owh, i was not alone..haha..everybody complaints..

i do my T.E in lower hutt together with 5 friends and i was assigned a bilingual class and all the students in my class are maori..i was so nervous when my associate teacher told me it is a bilingual class..i was so panicked that i learned a few maori words there and then..i was imagining i’ll end up learning te reo maori rather than teaching english..but i was proven wrong in the second i stepped in that classroom..no..not classroom..the marae..yes..i had to hongi all the students..sure badi hongi dgn Dan dlu mlekat..adoi..i think i’ll make a complete journal about my T.E later..not in this entry..but anyway, i have a few pictures..of the students 🙂

hu~gmba baju timang burung..baju zapin xde..k.long, kte xde gmba baju zapin..kalo k.long ade nnti upload k..

from right: teare, benjy, lah and..em..i can't remember..
from right: teare, benjy, lah and..em..i can't remember..

enough for tonight.. 🙂


tag from izzy..

i want to update on the recent wmso telent and costume nite but i’m not done collecting the pictures yet so i’ll do this tag first..it was tagged by izzy anyway..

1. Beside your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

Soalan ape ni izzy..kenot tell la bnde2 cmni~~isk isk.. 🙂

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

Owh, it’s already afternoon!

3. Who was the last person / people you took photo with?

Owh, acap the ex-classmate

4. Would u consider yourself spoiled?

Not really

5. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

Yes, and still have

6. Do you want someone to be dead?

No I don’t

7. What does your last text message say?

Ye ke..?hihi..jap bc-ksk kt sha yg buat entry utk aku

8. What are you thinking right now?

Nk bli ape kt pak n save esk, nk email ckgu yg responsible for my TE

9. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

No, I already haf one..atik yg bengong tu tgh tdo pn kt katil tu..

10. What was the time you went to bed last night?

4.00am! tgk hotel for dogs dgn cik sha

11. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

Owh, from WMSO..baju bersatu games for dz yr

12. Is someone on your mind right now?

Not one..but plenty

13. Who was the last person who texted you?


TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. faraha

2. dely

3. cik sha

4. cik sar

5. acheng

6. begem

7. bella

8. amir fikrie

9. ariff shah

10. rijal

14. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

It’s a secret I’ll never tell

15. Is no.3 a male or a female?

Another stupid question..is it referring to the 3rd question? Owh I hate chaining questions..acap is a male..it’s a he

16. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?

Xde kne mengena

17. What is no.1 studying about?

Question no. 1 didn’t even ask about a person. If it refers to me, I’m doing BEd TESOL..doing linguistics, applied linguistics and education

18. When was the last time you chatted with them?

Who..?I cannot give any answer if I don’t understand the question

19. Is no.4 single?

What is spoiled have to do with being a single..?I’m so confuse with the questions

20. Say something about no. 2.

Since I’m the one who woke up this morning, the question must be referring to me. So I’m a perfectionist if this question really wants to know

21. What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?

No way..they are straight 🙂

22. Describe no.9.

Atik is nice, suke tangguh siapkan esaimen, terer gle mnari..sgt tolerant, manje nk mampos, peramah..sgt conscious ckp diri sendri gemuk pdahal tak pun..ske ati ko la atik~~owh, atik geli kt ular

23. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

Mn bleh sha gaduh sorg2..maka pergaduhan itu takkan t’jd

24. Do you like 8?

Myself? I love myself. So yes, I like myself.

25. How about 10?

Suke..mestila suke Sha..tak larat nk mngadap time die mngaum je la..kne dok jaoh2 sket..bt she’s a good friend..dh fhm sgt dh prangai mcm mn..sha ni baik sbnrny~~~btol..


to a friend, named faraha..

so you know now this entry is dedicated to you..

i know i’m not the sweetest friend you’ve ever known but our friendship is the sweetest thing i’ve ever experienced..and still experiencing..

we met somewhere around 2005 eh poms..?when did we get into that matriculation..?sorry but i’m so bad with dates..specifically numbers..yes i know..you too..we flunk our a-level mathematics..and everybody knows that..not our fault..just that we didn’t get enough sleep so we slept rather than doing the exercise that was given to us..at least we tried to escape from having to stuck doing mathematics forever..and i’m grateful we did..haha..i know, sha ought to wanting to agree with us now..sha cpat angkat tangan..

haha..so we met at perak matriculation..we were in this same mentor mentee thingy and accidentally we both received the same offer from mara..i know you’re up to something more to languages when we first talked..because for me you sounded like ‘owh, i don’t want to speak in bahasa because i’m better in using this language’ haha..

i was indecisive back then..regretting for not studying hard enough in high school and hangover my dreams of becoming a pediatrician..and i was thinking may be i can be what i wanted to be if i stayed in that matriculation and rejected the offer..but you’re the one who stand on a firm ground poms..i wonder where you’ve got all that energy to persuade me to see the counsellor for advice to leave matriculation (yes faraha mungkin terpengaruh dgn hasutan kaunselor yang sebenarnya nak korek2 rahsia je)..we went there together and tak pasal2 kne marah dgn dgn counsellor tu sbb xnk kua matrix..pdhal aku yg xnk kua matrix poms..bkn ko..tp dgn ko pn skali kne marah..haha..but we went crazy over that counsellor remember..?he was so good looking for a man his age..owh come on..

owh, do you still remember this one guy faraha..?we were claiming for our tuition fee or something before leaving matrix and there’s this one guy, tall and kacak enough to make us buat2 nk start conversation..and congratulations poms, you managed to ask him if he wanted to see the same mak cik and told him where to go to find the mak cik to make the same claim..and then we knew he’s leaving for indonesia for medicine..ou~

then we both got into KMS..and that’s the place where all the beautiful things happened kn poms..hu~pkataan yg kte pkai kte je fhm..derg sume dok komplen our text msgs were so stupid..i don’t want to list the words..haha..i remembered kite jogging around lake garden kt seremban tu..cerita2 mcm mn ko kne buli dgn abg ko ms g klas brenang dlu..pastu ble dh besar sket dh pandai bodek pakcik driver suruh anta kte sume g brenang kt paroi..pastu mlm2 seko2 tebongkang tdo xbleh study..alasan sbb beriadah..blah la seko2..haha..yang aku xfhm, dely pn same tbongkang jugak..p/s: pnat eh brenang2 dely..? =p

seremban was our neverland la kn faraha..where else you can get a movie ticket as cheap as 5 hengget *ayat faraha*..lpas jogging g seremban parade mkn waffle dgn chocolate ice blended with pearl..kt sini pn ade tau x poms..bt they call it bubble tea..got more flavours to choose from..

pastu there’s a senior of mine..k.su..she got me stucked in the usrah and of course i don’t want to be alone so i dragged you with me..and tgk sape lg close dgn k.su skrg..?you stayed over with her during her wedding~see..rosak sume all my reputation when you’re there tau x poms..you’re simply a sweetheart to everyone la poms..sobs sobs..*no i’m not jealous*

then A-level was approaching..i still remembered dh nk dkat2 exam mmg sgt penat study..buat math..pastu aku dok meroyan2 dgn dely roha sume psl thinking skills..tp ko menten je tau x poms..ye la sbb ko x amek paper TS tu..bt u’re always there saying this to me tau poms “ala, dh abes pn..doa byk2..miracle can happen and it will happen if we haf faith in our prayer..get over it and jom study bnde lain..” ya rite..lpas je ko ckp bnde tu kte dok nyanyi2 la..borak2 la..th kemana2 th study..but i know poms..you want me to get over my thinking skills paper..ok so there’s this nite..esk tu exam sociology..sumpah weh aku dh mngantuk gle mlm tu..tgn dgn kaki dh sejuk2 nervous sbb dh la tak abes bace..pastu yg dh bace x ingt pn..suddenly u came into my room..”yuyu jom discuss ape yg kite dh bace and compare jawapan previous yrs” mlm tu kte study smpai mate merah2 bengkak2 smata sbb we want to make sure we fly together..thank you poms!!

uwaaa~!!! poms aku rindu gle weh kt ko..sorry la last yr aku blk xsmpat lgsg nk jmpe ko..sumeny sbb family aku poms..derg dok suruh aku ke hulu ke hilir..xpe poms..i’m coming back end of this year so i’ll plan something for us ok..plz la doakn plan aku menjadi..haha..

ingt x poms ms tu aku kne food poisoning..kt KMS tu..pastu kne g klinik miszua..pastu mlm tu dr. miszua xde..ade doktor mn tah ganti die..pastu akak kt receptionist tu ckp owh, “mlm ni doktor miszua xde, doktor lain ganti” ko dgn pantas tros tanye..”mude x kak..?handsome x..?” hahaha..akak tu ckp “haah” make ko tros buat plan dgn aku..suruh aku msk dlm bilik doktor tu..pastu suruh aku buat2 pass kn bag aku kt ko supaya ko dpt msk bilik tu and tgk doktor tu..hahaha..adoi..and mlm tu kte x abes2 la ckp psl doktor yg kacak and wut not..matila poms kalo wong tau prangai sbnr ko..cis..plastic! haha..

pastu aku ingt g..b4 wong fly die salu bwk ko kua dating..asal ade je wong..ko pn tros brubah mnjadi seorg mahlok yg plg bersopan dan pmalu di alam smesta..dan wong itu juga..hu~aku mmg xkn boleh ngam dgn mamat tu..ade ke die ckp aku ibu mngadung dlm gmba costume day tu..?xnk plak die komplen tgn hook ko tu..sanggup ok patahkn pnyangkut baju demi mendapatkn hook tsbot..haha..ini tidak adil~pastu ms aku tgh jogging..buat2 nk mlakukan penculikan bertaraf elite la..bentikn merc bpk die tpi jln..pastu sergah aku kn..bengong la..cis again..

owh, ade skali tu..ms tu ade atie medic tu lg..roommate ko naim dgn atie..kte br abes test socio kot..th la..xingt dh test ape..tp kte dok guna laptop atie..nyanyi2 lagu behind this hazel eyes..(see..i rembered it vividly!) pastu th dr mane atie smpai..kte tgh melalak x ingt dunia ni poms..pastu atie smpai bertelekong ok..die dr surau..kte dh yakin2 fail test bukan nk g berdoa ke bermunajat ke kt surau tu..kte karok ade la..dh la guna laptop atie..haha..malu ok~seb baik atie x sound..hu~rindu atie tu plak..byk rupeny anak doktor tu skolah kn aku psl hal2 medic ni..aku pn rajin plak kn mlayan die..ko la poms..tido je ms die blaja..xpsl2 aku kne dgr die aja..

and trust me poms..aku nangis gle ok ko xdpt fly..sminggu jugak la aku doa supaya miracle happen..may be aku patut doa sebulan..huhu..xpe poms..nnti kte aja mrsm jugak..kalo2 aku kne anta kt spilok spt yg bdk2 ni sdang heboh mencanangkn..aku akan pastikn ko akan terlibat..haha..

ko adlah org yg plg kuat aku pnah jmpe poms..and i’m proud of you..u make my world cik faraha hamidi..hu~sure ko xpcaye aku yg tulis bnde ni kn poms..pcaye la poms..it comes from my loving heart..*loya skjap* haha..love you loads poms..good luck in everything..

of all the pictures, ni je yg aku ade tau x poms..as in d picture of us..
of all the pictures, ni je yg aku ade tau x poms..as in d picture of us..
haha..faraha = the leftest..during graduation..grad la sgt..boleh la..
haha..faraha = the leftest..during graduation..grad la sgt..boleh la..

i need some zapin pictures please izzy..

my weekend was a colourful one..not because it was among one of the greatest weekend i’ve ever had but because i was so busy finishing it up..hu~i want longer weekends but i don’t want to wait until retirement days to have everyday as weekends..huhu..the ungrateful me..please don’t punish me God..i’m just complaining but i don’t mean it..trust me =)

so there was this asian price market if i was not wrong..held in the nearby church where there were a few stalls put up by the asians as a means of promoting their countries..there were also some good traditional performances and of course that’s why we were there at the first place..i saw a malaysian stall that night but i don’t quite know who set it up..it was set up by a few chinese people but i don’t know who they were..i should’ve made a few aquaintances shouldn’t i..?what a wasted chance..at least they have the initiative to set up the stall on behalf of the malaysians..thanks guys..

owh, i didn’t have the pictures of us while performing the zapin but i have a few pictures post performance..haha..it was hillarious..we learned the additional steps just a couple of hours before performing and as an amateur, you know what to expect from me..haha..at least i didn’t spoil it alone~thanks atik for not leaving it all to me.. :p

aku xfhm ko cube pose sbg ape wahai atik..?haha..
aku xfhm ko cube pose sbg ape wahai atik..?haha..
mawi..?inspector gadget..?real inspector hound..? :)
mawi..?inspector gadget..?real inspector hound..? 🙂

i have problems uploading more pictures so i give up now..some pictures are not with me either but i’ll put them up later ya..but i still want to share something here..i read an article randomly from the internet when i came back from town this afternoon..it’s obama’s speech i might say..in this article, he expressed his love towards his two daughters and reflected on his part of life that was not similar to his daughters’ lives..he grew up without his father since he was two and he knew exactly how bad it felt and how hard it was for him to grow up without a father figure in his life..he then concluded a few things upon what fathers should be and i was so touched for what he said..so i quote:

“I came to understand that the hole a man leaves when he abandons his responsibility to his children is one that no government can fill. We can do everything possible to provide good jobs and good schools and safe streets for our kids, but it will never be enough to fully make up the difference”.

“That is why we need fathers to step up, to realize that their job does not end at conception; that what makes you a man is not the ability to have a child but the courage to raise one”.

and i was driven to remain silent and keep thinking when i read this:

“It is rarely easy. There are plenty of days of struggle and heartache when, despite our best efforts, we fail to live up to our responsibilities. I know I have been an imperfect father. I know I have made mistakes. I have lost count of all the times, over the years, when the demands of work have taken me from the duties of fatherhood. There were many days out on the campaign trail when I felt like my family was a million miles away, and I knew I was missing moments of my daughters’ lives that I’d never get back. It is a loss I will never fully accept”.

I think obama is a very good father..and i’m very impressed for what he said and i know..he really means it..and now i’ve realised how ignorant i’ve been before that i failed to realised what a huge responsibility that my father carries with him..hu~*kagum kt ayah kjap* to future fathers, i recommend you to read this article..


owh..to some dear friends who involved in an accident very recently, i feel so sorry for all of you and i pray you’ll get over the trauma and get well soon..

ouch.. =p
ouch.. =p