being busy plus pressured for the coming exam have never failed to make me feel homesick..and since i have some economical turn-down (if i can say it that way) make the situation even worse..
so now i’m trying to escape the reality by wishing for miracles to happen..yes, i need more than one miracles..i want miracles to happen so i can have enough money to pay for the remaining house rent + confirmation payment for next trimester’s stay + rent for the summer stay + rent for the whole next trimester..wuwu..why is university hall charging us so much that we can hardly afford to pay..?come on sponsors, you need to give us more allowance now..
i also need miracles to happen so i can have enough money to buy flight tickets so i can go home, be with my family, enjoying the warmth of being with the family members and spend time with my beloved C-11! gosh i miss them..i chatted with begum just now and she’s busy preparing for her exam too so if i go back this December, it’ll be just the perfect time for us to get together and enjoying each others’ company..wuwu..i really miss to have a real hard laugh with those people..yot has been making a lot of noise now because she gets so bored having to work alone and no one is there to accompany her to the bank and wherever she needs to go..
i need miracles too so i can get an A+ for this saturday sociolinguistics exam..wuwu..i’ve been studying but i know i need to do more because i don’t really have a good memory..i wish i have amir fikrie’s brain now because he is so good in memorizing things..please readings, stay in there and come out when i need you guys to come out..and please don’t play hide and seek at the back of my mind when i need all of you to be visible..the problem with me is, i will remember some significant things i read for a long period of time so there’s not much space left for short term memory..if i stuff everything in my short term memory, i couldn’t remember everything..but it can’t happen that way because i NEED to remember everything..amirrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! please sit for my exam.. T_T
hu~and i really need to get out of wellington for awhile.. T_T