i’m so scaredddddd T_T

i’ll be flying to beijing tomorrow and will have a day transit there before flying off to pyongyang..and i’ve been reading too much information on what should and shouldn’t be done there..as well as what could be brought and couldn’t..so now i’m freaking out because i’ll be flying as a single tourist and NOT part of a tour group and they say people wont entertain you if you’re not part of a tour group or have anyone who speaks their language with you..and they’ll take my phone upon entering that country T_T and will be given to me when i’m about to fly home..and that’ll be a month AWAYYYY and oh, i’ll be flying with a communist plane..ya Allah, protect me, please 😦

and oh, my passport now has a new skin! wee~and *cough* this is my first coach, at 25..thank you boyfriend! ♥ ♥ ♥

i lost the old cover, the one of pvc bought from whitcoulls on lambton quay..it traveled with me as far as i went but its journey stopped when i lost it T_T but i’m loving the new replacement..welcome on board, the new cover..you’ll have ur virgin flight in a few hours..

another list..

i need to be doing a LOT of checklists now..but let me just start with the soonest event first..

1) collect the chinese visa from the travel agent..

2) make confirmation for the accommodation in beijing..

3) confirm the connecting flight tickets to pyongyang..

4) read travel guides for beijing and pyongyang..

5) keep the emergency numbers handy..

6) pack!


7) bring along the univ. offer letter..

8) bring along mara’s financial support documents..

9) bring along the accommodation offer letter..

10) apply for british visa from pyongyang..

and have a safe flights back home to prepare for hari raya and make another list to fly after raya..

yes i think now my cat would slap me too..hahah..

what a day..

So jack took a day leave today because he was pretty upset with his workloads that he really thought a day off could do him a hugeee favour..and he was thoughtful enough to spend his day off with me here in melaka 🙂 thank you so much jack! I really enjoyed your presence today 😛

But here’s a few things..when I was about to go out this morning, I found out my car smelled so fishy~ so I asked ummi, “mi, kenapa kereta bau ikan..?” and ummi said “oh, hari ahad haritu ummi beli ikan dekat pantai tak bawa cooler box, tolong cuci ye..” So yea, I imagined a one hour drive in that smelly car before I could get it cleaned 😦

Just before I stepped out of my house, I noticed that my purse was no where to be found..and bingo! I realised I left it in yot’s car T_T

So I looked around for my passport, just so I didn’t have to drive around without any ID..and guess what..my passport was in China’s embassy for I sent it for a visa application..

Perfect, wasn’t it..?

And yea, I eventually drove without any ID and prayed hard so I didn’t meet with any roadblocks..

I was running a bit late, so I thought of calling jack to tell him that I needed to fuel up for a bit..so I dialled him..I thought he’s engaged with another caller, so I called him for the second time..yes, as i listened carefully it’s not that he’s on the phone with someone else, it’s my phone that’s actually got barred..

Finally I met him! I felt like giving him a hug attack to tell him how I was so scared driving without any ID and fear of meeting any roadblocks and I yes I couldn’t make any calls because I just realised my phone was barred! Hahah..but I just stood there like a statue because I was just so relieved at that moment that he’s there to save me..*jack I’m hugging you virtually now!* hahah excuse the pda readers 😛

And so we had lunch..guess what, it so happened that at that restaurant, the water supply was cut out..because the pipe somehow broke and lucky we’re told about that earlier and we used forks and spoons..

How worse could it get huh..?

We watched mr spidey after that because jack was so into emma stone and part of the reasons he took a day off was to spend it for emma stone..dear emma stone, my boyfriend liked you..sincerely, the not-jealous-at-all-girlfriend..and boyfriend, good luck..*walking away~*

Anyway, I got the car cleaned though the smell was still intact but it had been reduced..nevermind..and thank you jack for being my banker today..hahah..thank you for the emergency pocket money..

Oh guess what, I met two roadblocks on my way home..did you know that “mommyyyyyyy I’m such a dead meat hereeeee send some miracle pleaseeeeee” feelings..?knowing that you won’t be able to contact anyone to prove that you’re not a pendatang asing tanpa izin because your phone was barred..?and you only have rm18, you couldn’t even bribe anyone! And the thought of getting a ticket was inevitable in my situation..I swore I freaked out like shit..man~

But luckily I survived..phew~ they didn’t even asked for me to stop..imagined having that adrenaline rush twice! I wonder how my poker face looked like..hahah..

But anyway, thank you jack for today!

your girlfriend was not disorganised, she just doesn't maintain a good relationship with her things

your girlfriend was not disorganised, she just doesn’t maintain a good relationship with her things


dear farah aliaa abdullah,

this post is specially made for my beloved girlfriend, farah aliaa who tied the knot about two months ago..it’s been a long postponed post but yea, blame the bride for not uploading the photos any sooner..and dear fir, yes it is so about time for you to return my memory card, sincerely the back up photographer (who’s too lazy to shoot for any photographs during that wedding) 😛

haha alright, to my dear, hard headed, rude sometimes and now a very loving wife and a very kind friend,

remember when we were back in standard one or two, we met in a story telling competition at the local library at that small town where we called home..you were wearing a gardener’s outfit, with cangkul made of old newspapers, and a banana tree prepared by your teacher..all set up for you to deliver your story..and yes, we became friend at that time..because i was amused, looking at how well-prepared you were when i was only in my t-shirt and jeans, not preparing any costumes or props because i entered the competition on my own..*why didn’t my school prepare you like your school did..?they didn’t even know about that competition..*

alright nevermind, this post is for her Yuyu! so yea, then we met again several times for public speaking, nasyid may be, some quizes and tuitions..we became friends when the very purpose of our meetings back then was supposedly making us rivals..true, we should be competing against each other, yes..?

and, it was january 19th, 2000 when i was queuing for registration, i saw you and again, we were each other’s first friend because basically we knew nobody back then other than the two boys from my primary school which obviously couldn’t befriended me..

we were young, we were playful..at some point back then, you hated me so much..well i knew the reasons why but yea, that didn’t kill me anyway..haha..a bit of drama took place but tadaa~ we’re close again and by form 3, we’re in g15 together..remember, g15..?how silly..

and eventually we’re down to c-11..nevermind the name..we had our good times together..went outing together, danced, went for competitions, sang the school song proudly in the OLD school bus on our way back to sekolah raja perempuan ta’yah in ipoh because we thought we just had the perfect training and we’ll win the competition on the next day..and you led the singing! haha..

we were in add math group together it’s set 4, that was the second last set if you’ve forgotten it..you’re better than me and instead of making ms. ho screwed with my skewed understanding, i’d refer to you to help me solve my problems but let me tell you this, thank you for teaching me but you just suck at it begum haha..*hugs*

we flew together! oh God, we almost got hit by a car in front of the mamee factory..we danced that hindi dance when we’re in 4theta and remember how the head warden mocked at you when we’re having our training..?and you tried to hide behind one of the SMALL lockers..?LOL!

ah well, the good old times..and when we left school we still did things together..we spent some good times back at your flat in shah alam with cuda and yot and almost everyone..you flashed to them! luckily i wasn’t there to be torn naked! hahah..and as we grow older, we still discuss our matters together..we help each other the way people don’t..we have what most of them don’t have..

we’re more than just friends and sisters..we’re sisters to infinity and beyond!

and now you’re married and i do wish you and fuad a lifetime of happiness and togetherness..you guys make handsome couple and i believe me you’ll make beautiful babies 🙂 each one of you is lucky to be with each other and i do pray that you’ll never get tired to share the love..i’m beyond happy for you both..all the best, my dear friend..

we love you begum!

a quick update..

a quick post..

1) i’ll need to do a chinese and a korean visa..

2) i’ll need to get the accommodation in beijing fixed..

3) i’ll need to get the accommodation in leeds confirmed..

4) i’ll need to get an english visa..

5) for the purest intention of uniting with the soul mate sent from heaven, i’ll do what i need to do 🙂

of going places and of finding the self..